We are heading in today at 1 pm for our ultra sound to see if McKenna is still doing better. I am extremely nervous and anxious and can't sleep, so decided snacking, surfing the Internet, and blogging would be best distraction. So far not working.
Keep debating if I should avoid drinking and eating today and all that just incase I have to go straight in for c-section after ultra sound, but feel like that is almost claiming worst case scenario before it even happens. So, won't be doing that. Anxious also to see if they are going to remeasure the babies today. Last Wednesday they measured McKenna at 2 lb 3 oz and Keaton at 2 lb 12 oz. But Friday they only looked at their blood flow and then felt they had improved enough to send us home. So, if they don't measure the babies today I am going to be very upset. Need reassurance that they are still growing.
I feel bad because we are so worried about McKenna that I feel like Keaton is already being ignored. It's just that he has been doing well and showing no signs of stress or complications, so our concern goes straight for his sister. I do pray continually though that his health remains good, and since he is considered small (part of being a twin) still pray continually for his growth as well.
Entire body is still extremely itchy and have yet to find relief for it. Was told I can take something for it, but really hate the idea of having to take meds. Have had to take Pepcid for heartburn past two days and it really made me nervous. Don't want the babies to have drugs in their bodies. Doctors say there are no side effects for them, but you just never know, so currently willing to just keep scratching, applying a LOT of lotion, and hoping that the itch ligthens up.
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